I Know There's Something Wrong with My Mindset

    Someone told me that I was too quiet in school,she suggested me to be more exist. It just too hard to tell her about the reason.
And suddenly I remember about the conversation between me and one of my friends .
He asked me "Why don't you ever wanna join with the people in your school and looking for a new friends in there."
"What?stop ask me about that"
"Why?"
"I don't know,I just sick of these things. I don't like them and their mindset. Too ridiculous for me."
"How can you say that?"
"You know a lot of my friends are older than me,including you."
"Yeah and then whats wrong with your classmates?"
"Its all because the situation,it makes me be like this. I feel like I'm a nineteen years old girl but I trap in this stupid 16 years old girl's body. So they just look like a fool. I know it seems so ridiculous but thats the truth"
"I think you right,but are they so bad like that?"
"yes!they have a stupid cheap jokes and they have a really really bad of taste. They don't know anything about this life,only a few of them that can understand my mindset"
"Oh I know its so annoying you. And I think nobody will be glad to see you friends with them"
"My friends will just laugh at me if I have a friends like that"
"Absolutely yes,and I'll be include on it"

#nowplaying: tell me I'm a wreck-Every Avenue